There, I admit it. I’m sad. I’m drowning in my own tears. (Not literally, but I’m sad.) I’m not crying, I’m just… pouting.

Tonight, I realized that where I stand… I’m alone. Yeah, I’m surrounded by loved ones. But by the end of they day, I’m alone. I don’t know where this is coming from. 

Friends come and go. However, it’s amazing how quickly things will turn for the worst.  Scratch that.

Nonetheless, I am grateful for the ones that are still here. The ones that love me. The ones that actually miss me. Scratch that.

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M SAYING. I’M JUST SAD. SO SAD. And I don’t freaking know what is going on in my head. Someone save me.

After five years, you’re still the one I want.

July 6:
Carly Rae Jepsen - 4 pm
Neverest - 5:30 pm
Mariana’s Trench - 7 pm

July 7:
Danny Fernandes - 1 pm
Gym Class Heroes - 4 pm
Kristina Maria - 5:30 pm
One Republic - 7 pm

July 8:
Victoria Duffield - 3:15 pm
Joe Jonas - 4 pm
Cobra Starship - 7 pm

July 22:
Skrillex - 6 pm

(Source: miss-jt)

• Matthew’s birthday party
• Celebrate mom’s birthday
• Richmond Nightmarket
• Celebration of Lights ‘12
• Satisfy my Japadog craving
• Portland roadtrip with my girls
• Tattoo with Julie
• Toronto trip with Sheila
• Visit the CN Tower
• Visit Niagra Falls
• Hang out with Daniel in Toronto
• Barbecues
• Picnics
• Poison my liver
• Beach days
• Water fights
• Saskatchewan trip after Toronto

List is still growing..

You Are The Best Thing - Ray LaMontagne, wedding vibes.

Today was a busy day, but it was outstanding nonetheless.

This basically sums up my lovely Sunday, but it can’t describe how much I miss these women. RIP grandma Pilar & tita Marlene Girouard, miss you always. However, I miss my momma the most because I have never been this far away from her for so long. I’m counting down the days until I get to see her next month.

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I don’t want people to ask what’s wrong, but it’s hard to smile when you’re not happy.